Myspace Survey

I was on Myspace like any teen would be at night after getting finished with homework and i read a Myspace survey tell 5 PEOPLE anything and everything that you cant say out loud but don't use there names and see if they guess who they are if you don't you will die in 7 days. So I decide to do this but not on myspace on my blog and I DO NOT believe if I dint I would die but I need to let something go and I feel writing Will help.


1.You were my best friend , I counted on you for everything. Boy and Girl best friends always end badly I should have know we wouldn't have lasted. We never stooped texting and we hung out everyday. I told you all my dreams sand secrets and you told me your dreams and secrets. You told me I was amazing and smart.You told off your girlfriend when she told you to stop hanging out with me.I loved you so much. You kissed me and ruined my relationship with someone that actually really cared for me and liked my flaws and imperfections like that I snorted,when I laughed and my voice starts to shake,when I'm nervous. Then you told me that it dint mean anything and you wanted to try it,because you were bored,that It was weird kissing me . You thought it could go back to normal,but when we kissed I knew I liked it to much so that's why I told you that we couldn't be best friend anymore I couldn't take you dragging me along saying I love you like a sister and breaking up with your gf, and making me the other women, and how you don't think your part of the blame for letting someone that really liked me slip away.But you hurt me more than made me happy so I had to let you go. When I told you I hated you I dint mean it.It hurts every time I see you in the hallway and you look away.

2.I met you at a Party we both left with out saying goodbye to the host and the host started alot of drama over it,but we both agreed she was being rude to us at the party . Then we became best friends. People always comment " Ya ll are so different". Your quiet,and you think before you speak, and I'm hyper and loud. " But I always respond were salt and pepper were great together". You balance me out.You made me start caring about school.You've been there through every heartbreak and Ive been there for your heartbreaks, Through drama ,tears,bad hair days and boring SAT class you've been there and I love you so much for it.When your sad I feel sad to, I never knew I could care for someone this much that wasn't my family. I feel this need to protect you, and when I see other best friends I miss you. I can say you became my sister.You are there when I feel the world hates me and there when I'm being overly hyper in the middle hall way.Your my best friend and I can truly say I never ever want to lose you.

3.You were right, We wouldn't have worked out. I blamed you for not being together longer. You were right we go to different schools we would have never seen each other been suspicious if we were cheating and hurt when we could see each other.That you couldn't trust me after what happen when me and my boy best friend kissed and You would always wonder if I wanted to be with him and not you.I flirted with other boys in front of you.I am part of why were not together I admit it. The night you decided it wouldn't work out,You told me I wish I met we ment when we were older I will never really fully understand that, And you said that your a senior whats the point of getting attached to someone that you had to leave in a year and want to see and feel hurt in college, That you wouldn't want to leave and you needed to leave this place.,You cried that night.We both cried.You were right I blamed you I told you "I wanted you out of my life and for you NOT TO TALK TO ME EVER. And that I don't want you as a friend I have enough friends." You took it literally and we haven't talked or spoken for four months. My space friends no more, names erased out of are phones. I found out you have a girlfriend I was jealous at first thinking what did she have that I don't ,plus shes a freshman what angered me more. But I learned to let you go and just remember the memories. Sometimes I wonder if you still have the stuffed llama I gave you.

4.I hated you at first, But i actually look forward in seeing you every day .You have become one of the people I can act weird around and you don't judge me you just except me. It took me awhile to fully except your sarcastic personality. But Ive grown to be very fond of it.I have fun with you and you actually think I'm Smart not alot of people do,because my goofy personality overshadows it. I really do care for you even though I don't show it half the time.

5.I'm sorry I was the other woman. It only happened once. But I don't know what to say. I feel sometimes the need to go up to you and apologize but half the time I dotn Care,because you don't know. You let him treat you that way, I hope to never let a guy keep me on a leach.