Musical Musical

I have to admit I can not sing worth a dime, I cant hold a note to be honest I sing like I love Lucy, but in real life,so it was not surprising that I did not get a lead role in The musical "Little Shop of Horrors".Plus I'm Publicity director so its my job to raise money and make posters for the musical,flyer's and make sure allot of people know about it , Playbill artist who designs the Playbill and ON Tech crew. I really don't mind that I dint get a lead,because were also doing another play which isn't a musical for TEA,we are performing Boys Next Door which is a play about mental handicapped men living in a apartment with their care taker Jack and I got Shelia a mental handicapped girl that likes one of them men in the apartment,The role is very sensitive to play,because you don't want to make fun of them but you want people to laugh at the trouble they get themselves.But back on track I forgot what TEA it stands for but its something to do with Texas and the arts. I GOT THE GIRL LEAD. I was actually very surprised that I got it, I was sure he was going to give it to a senior,but I did ! Im glad I got a leading role,because were performing for 400 UIL theater judges which alot of them are theater directors/professors at University's and colleges and even though I want to go to NYU,if I get a scholarship to another school my NYU dream will have to die for awhile ,but not me living in New York,When I get older.That will never die.