Sunday, November 29, 2009

What I learned in my Seventeen Years

I turned seventeen this November 27,2009,I know off topic but If i can share my "wisdom" with other people I will

In my seventeen years i learned


1.Enjoy the little things in life. Like good weather,or someone saying its OK to cut them in the long lunch line at mac :),Friday night football games,and sitting by your best friend in one of your classes,when your feeling a certain mood and a song comes on the radio that fits in perfectly.

2. Boys are going to Break your heart. But its better to love then never loved at all.

3. Pray to God in the good times,the bad times and the OK time. He is always there to listen to even your little problems.

4. When your having problems horrible problems and you look at people you see they have little problems,but to them there problems are horrible so be sympathetic .


5.High school can be one of the wrost years of your life or the greatest,So stop complaining about how its dramatic and how you hate it and enjoy it .

6.Every days is a fashion show, dress to impress you never know who your going to meet that day.

7. Boys from different schools are hard to go out with,because its high school clearly and its like they live far away even thought they just live in a different part of town . High schools are like communities they live in a different communities so it wont work out in the end


8. Have a creative outlet,everyone needs to do something creative or the childlike side will die.

9.No boy is worth or girl crying over if they cant see how great you are in the great words of Yinka " If you cant see how great your are then he isn't that great "

10.Be who you are don't be scared,don't follow the crowd, do what you want say what you want.Be YOU.



:) thats ittttttttttttt

Friday, November 20, 2009

Burned out

I am simply burned out. Im tired very tired of waking up for school then doing Theater stuff after or stuco or pals or TAFE ! Im tired of doing loads of homework. Sometimes I wonder why I even take AP classes. People that take all regualrs are higher then me in class rank,because they take all regulars. Thank goodness that next week is Thanksgiving break and I can finally SLEEP,sleep,sleep,sleep. Tommrow im going to help the middle schools in there UIL show.Im tired im going to try to sleep .

Friday, November 13, 2009

Mother Love

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This week I've had my first ear infection, On monday I went to the doctor after school,which she game me medcine,by thursday my ear,my face were swollen and I could not ear and barley talk because of the pain, and I lost all hearing in my right hear . I went back the doctor did not give me strong enough medcine, and prescribed another one. That night I stayed awake crying,because of the pain in my ear and how hungry I was but i was not able to eat. My mother stayed up with me rubbing my back, putting hot towels on my ear and talking to me. There as she put another hot towel on my ear and rubbed my back. She told me " I want you to follow your dreams, I dont ever want you to give up.I never want to be the reason why you dint accompolish what your heart desired,because I dont want you to be in New York. Dont be like me make something out of your self. I love you so much" There I never have felt my mothers love so strong.Knowing that my dreams were more imporant to her then her dreams were ever,where. There I promised my self I will become FAMOUS. I will buy her another hosue in New york, Cars and cater to her every need. Let her go to college and pay for it which her family couldnt offord,when she got out of highschool. I will make her and my dreams come true.

Monday, November 2, 2009

Cup of change

So the application fee for NYU sumnmer highschool is 75 dollars, I dint want my parents to pay the fee so I've been saving change in a Macarthur Highschool cup.Day by day I put change in it. My nephew comes over and takes all the coins from my cup and puts them in a bag and all the coins , and I told him please dont do that im saving up for something special,and he SAID "NO ITS MINE",every coin he put in I felt my dream fading away.I run to tell my mother and she tells me to hush because my sister left two kids with her and my mom isnt very young anymore so she rather have a content child then someone screamign there lungs out,he took all my coins out and put them in a plastic bag,I belive.already had about fifteen dollars saved. Still fifteen dollars 75-15=60,only sixty left.The thing that gets me mad the most.I havent told my parents about this NYU summer Highschool because 1. We cant offord it, im hopping to apply and get granted a scholoraship 2. I dont think they understand my dream.I really think they think me wanting to move to New york is just a phase. For now im gonna save secretly again and dream quietly.