One step Back to FAME and NYU

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Today I went to college night, more than geting me excited to leave home and leave dramtic over bearing,hormone teens,and inspid teachers made up of Highschool,it made me think I was a failure at life. Am i doing enough to get into NYU ? Student council,Theate Productions(highest theater you can take),Vice president of class of 2011, TAFE( If you wanna be a teacher),AP CLASSES ,PALS Program ,and Honor classes, not going out on the weekends like a normal teen obessing over grades and studying on weekends, is that enough,feeling that since i have a eighty one in AP HISTORY is horriable,because I know someone applying to NYU probly has a hundred?I feel more farther to fame and NYU right now then I ever have. I have one bad case of melancholy. I feel so apatheic was all I've worked hard for now slipping through the cracks of my fingers,because my SAT Scores arent going to be high enough in the math portion. What if i dont pass the math taks and im worrying about SAT scores ?,What school can nuture my talent and make me brillant like the classic actors like Audrey Hepuburn and Jimmy Steart if it isnt NYU ? WHAT if NYU just dosnt except me at all, CAN I EVEN OFFORD IT IF i do get in ?( Click above the link to the contrevosty that happen to NYU,last Febuary)

MEEEEEEE

Ribbon Hood Age:14 ( I was Prince John )






How can you read someones blog with out having a little insight in there life even though my blog is about my quest about becoming famous and me striving to be perfect so the the notorious school New York Unversity, excepts me next year.But you must know how my passion for theater and becoming famous and the fanastion of New York Unversity came about. It all started in second grade , when my mother tired of me putting my nose in a book all summer,decides I should socialize with kids my age so she put me at theater camp at Irving arts center, Missoula theater comes down and puts on two plays and my mom put me in the one called Little Red Ridding Hood (next blog ill talk more about the missoula program), It was the first time i ever did any theater in my entire life and i got a lead ," Little Red Ridding Hoods Bestfriend", For second grade i got a huge part compared to all the other second graders even some seventh graders were trembling with anger that i got a lead part.Maby it was the rush of my heart as i got appaulse for doing a good job,or the feeling of taking on someone that was polar oppoiste of me , got me addicted to the rush of theater, but after that I was hooked on the love-hate realtionship actor have for theater. New York Unversity Im not sure how I stared to adore it, Since my Freshman summer year I've been wanting to go there , mabye in a pass life I did go there, and my old soul of my past life wants to relive the happiest moments they had and it was there, also i belive New York Unversity will nuture my creative craft and make me more skilled in the art and making one step closer or my goal to become FAMOUS.

New York New York

Where did my fascination ,for New York come about ? Im not sure why i always wanted to go there to see broadway ,walk the streets,feel the exciment that New York brings into your soul. And this Summer my Dream become a reality I went to New York. There I never felt more alive,;When your there you feel like you can do anything and everything.That all your worries melt away like a ice cream left out on a hot summer day. I loved everything about it,the natives,the hundred million tourists,walking every where ridding the train (subway). I've never been so happy, as i walked around Manhattan , there i felt I've been there before that my soul has travled there in my dreams, I decide that second i was standing in Central Park this is;where I'll live to i grow old and wrinkled and become one of those shrivled up old ladies that sit on central park bench, throwing popcorn on the floor for the birds, of central park.So sometimes i count down the days to graduation till I get to be there agian, but then when im around all my family I feel the love and never wanna leave them,but still i can still feel New York whispering my name in the wind softly calling me back.